>>read the post b4 this on first>>

well, a lot of bad shit happened to me today...but wat i want to point out are these:
i caught the bus this morning! it was SOO close too!
i made it just on time to see boo walking to school! so i walked with him! XD
when i got home i found a package in at the bottom of the door and showed it to my dad, he said, "book" and my eyes widened recalling my mom sayin yesterday >> "i just ordered "grass for his pillow" it should b here in a few weeks" AAHAHHA it was it! the day after, woooo...so pretty too. -^_^- i wanna READ!!! but..cant..must finish "the stand"...u_u


ok...bad things?? well, to sum it up sum kid(niner)---i hope u read my first post BEFORE this one...---went running thro the door while i was stepping thro and he bonked into me (me being his cushion) i dunno y but it triggered all this irritation and anger in me, so for the rest of the day i was *grumble grumble* and caused a lil upsetting to boo...*sighs* ne wayz, it was only last period..so..yeah...when we were @ our locker he was comforting me...i was starting to feel better...when all of a sudden i heard a shriek in the hallway: EWW thats the ugliest couple ive EVER seen!!!
i freeze, anger building up in me like i could never imagine, there's laughter, i mumble: boo..who r they talking about...
him: not us...i think they're talking about sum1 else...
then suddenly: EWW! get a room!
my eyes shoot open, im pissed as hell, boo says: uh..now that..i think was for us...
i slowly detach myself from him, and look over to these girls by a near locker...they're all looking at us, and once my eyes lay on one of them she laughs and whispers to another girl while looking at me.......im like.................."..." seriously, i cant remember being as mad as that in my life, if they had said one more remark, i probably woulda ran right up to the one who said it, and beat on her head till she bled...right now thinking about that makes me squirm..that's not me...is it? u_u well i kno i woulda done it, i know i really want it to, but...i didnt, instead i hugged boo..and then punched the locker instead....later on we went outside and sat sumwhere a while, i felt better cause of him...
well...i would write wat we talked about, but that'd just cause too many arguments that i cant handle so..@_@ ne way, that's my lil update boo said i should write about...........l8z ^_^

~HoSHi*

ableh?

ARGH im soooo TIRED....im sorry boo that i didnt go to sleep..i just..couldnt get there, sum things i needed to do....
....ne who....U_U feel kinda distressed cause a lot of the people i care about r...upset, or having troubles, and here i stand like the fool in the tarot card deck...stepping right over the edge but still smiling. *rubs eyes* ooo hell yeah im smiling, im tired of being upset, gets me no where...but for all those that said during the summer, "i cant wait till school starts" i just wanna say, "i told u so," course for me seeing boo everyday rocks XD so im all good..i think? well, everything has it's balance i suppose, ne wayz sry for not writing about the party..im too tired to access my memory bank right now ne wayz, but i gotta member to upload those picks *ARGH* i gotta! there's not many..but hey..they're picz...
ne wayz ive noticed ive been pretty unreliable lately, where have i been? in sum sort of selfish pit...ive forgotten the old wayz, im like a lost lil girl in a candy factory--SO 3v1l!!--i wanna get out! i wanna get out! ;_; but of course, throwing tantrums dun b working none, so i just do wat i can...*yawns* *twitches* sum people rlly piss me off....definitly piss me off...argh @_@ and they hurt other people in the process, biatches, all of dem...u...*yawns again* well, i guess i can say i had >>no dreams>>yeah wooooppdieedodooo...i haf a feeling this period in my life is like "blah" when i look back il b like "blah"! big things always happen everything yr, and they're always packed with more kinder-surshit yeah, shit...got a problem with that? *glares* lol
i use this a lot btw >>>> ne wayz, i member those days when it took me an hour to fall asleep...now it's *lies on bed* *BAMN* *is asleep* u_U;; that's NOT...good. *yawns*
in ne case, i dunno where i am most of the time, (people find it hard to contact me?) iunno it's weird. but...>>U NEVA PHONE ME>> yeah, >>PHONING ME>>would b nice ^_~ (btw those inside the ">>" are in caps..just cant see 'em ^^) im suaulyl notttt busy, just wasting time like the biatch ive grown to b...*rubs eyes* samurai pizza CaaaAATTSS *voice breaks off* i wish i could say ive had cool dreams like jade...but im usualy too tired o member them...cause i kno ive had cool ones...*wipes tear from cheek* k ook, i get the point "leave soon" *stiffles a yawn* uh-hhuuhh well..in ne case...all u guys know how to reach me, im always here >>not leaving >: ) >> and for each one of u, a hug *hugz* and vic gets a special one *hugz bac* cause we were supposed to talk...but he got dc? ne wayz i seriously gotta get my arse into bed...l8z

~HoSHi*